Every part of me wants to rush into things and get it over with, but I need to be more honest with myself; I'm not what I used to be, I've pretty much lost all the powers I had from Utah and for a short while after leaving, but it's been years, it's rare if I get one of my creepy hunches, I hardly have dreams anymore. Well I figured it out, (hadn't had the time to give it much thought) it was obvious and I felt pretty silly afterwards. I'd been fed a steady flow of sixteen pills a day and routinely playing video games with my brain and being regularily pushed to my mental and physical limits, no duh I'd lose my powers after escaping, I never kept the Regimen, only out of habit for a short while, over the years it diminished, so I'm gonna try and replicate the Regimen, I can do the physical part, but I'll have to consult a professional for the drugs part while I try getting my hands on thousands of dollars for the brain tech they had there, then find a way to really put the pressure on.