Hello,
I can't speak to your individual circumstances. This is a military report written by a military man for other military men to use in identifying effective killers in the field. I see it as a cautionary piece of information.
It's also important to note that natural killers, sociopaths, and psychopaths rarely see themselves as such. They will often see themselves as different or superior, but rarely will they feel that they have any of these mental states.
Also, like all human conditions, people exist all along the scale of possible permutation. Being a remorseless liar does not by itself peg you in a psychological extreme. It is merely one marker on the road to a place you may never choose to go.
--Anthony